Ryohei // Play guitar

for korea and whatever

july 10: arrived, got lost lol

july 11: MYEONGDONG!!!! getting even more lost and finding kona beans and talking to stacy :) also, seems we ate bbq tonight!

july 12: coex with kent, coex aquarium, kona beans with becky and meeting ming's mom, eating kyochon

july 13: going to myeongdong to meet becky, but got lost...sighs (and walking around hongdae!)

july 14: going to edae for shopping, spending a BUNCH OF MONEY :|, meeting zee at mouse rabbit, walking around in the mall (bought grazia lol) and dongdaemun

july 15: sat in cafes (kona beans and mouse rabbit and dunkin), MET TEUK MOM <333 and with kim and her friends again lol

july 16: seodaemun prison hall, myeongdong with hyejin AND MY DECISION???? T___T, and the banpo bridge with amandine

july 17: ???? what lol

Jungsoo D-days:

10: D-384

11: D-383

12: D-832

13: D-381

14: D-380

15: D-379

16: D-378

17: D-377

18: D-376

19: D-375

Touko // Hanging on

Huppy Teuk Day 2012

bb duck happy birthday~~~~~~ ;ㅅ; 30 YEARS OLD O M G WHAT

END가 아닌 AND로 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 오늘은 천사 강림한 날.
  To Jungsoo ; with love_♥
  생일축하합니다!! Congratulations, you have now reached 30 years old!! I can't believe it! I've known about your existence since you were 25 years old, and already it's your 30th! I'm so glad I've been able to have you as my superstar, my shining idol, my baby duck ♥ thank you for just everything that's been happening in these past 5 years. There have been so many moments where I've doubted myself in being your 수니. I've doubted myself in being an ELF. But right now, nothing else matters. You're here. With you, I feel so happy. Do you remember our talk at Sukira last year? Where you asked me where I was from and if I could help teach you how to say "Mr. Simple?" Do you remember saying "You Korean very well!" to me? Do you remember saying "Thank you so much, I love you~" when I chose you over Eunhyuk? I remember. And I hope you do too. The fact, though, that you use my pillow, my silly chicken pillow that I snatched from the Morning Glory in Hongdae, the one that costed only 9,000won in comparison to your other gifts, means so much to me. You care so much for your fans and never leave them. You're always one of the last to leave the stage, and I admire that so much about you. It really means a lot to not just me, but others too. You're so sweet and amazing, so don't ever be let down. I tend to bully you a lot sometimes because I love you and that's one of the ways I have to show my affection. I don't agree with everything you do or say, but I love to listen to you (especially the sound of your voice♥) The most amazing thing about you is that you have this soft power, and how the other boys follow you so naturally. It's mind-blowing..from the shy little Jungsoo to the strong charistmatic Leeteuk....there is so much change that goes in that one 178cm (including shoe lifts) body. You're just amazing, you know? Simply amazing ♥. 

순간이 아닌 영원으로 여러분들 곁에 남아있을테니깐요.We'll be next to each other, not for a moment, but forever. } 

This year is one of importance for your birthday. It marks the online release of 6집 (Sexy, Free and Single). That's really amazing. I can't help but say amazing so much because that is what you are. I'm so happy that they chose to release 6집 on the day of the descent of the white angel. I know a ton of people will be celebrating both occasions. You have quite of fans, me included! I hope we'll be able to celebrate with you

나 감사 드려요, 그대 이 세상에 온 것을.  I want to thank you, for coming into this world. } 

Even though you're "married" to Kang Sora, I just wanted to really tell you how much I love you. Why is rather impossible, since there are so many things I love about you and I just can't list them all. I could copy and paste from my older messages, but that would be rather stupid. I'm sorry that I don't approve of everything that you do, but it's human nature right? In the end, it's your kindness, charisma, attractiveness, and more that have me come back to you over and over again like a bee to honey. You are so one-of-a-kind, and I'm proud to be your fan. I'm proud to be in love with you

☆ 약속했으니까 우리 지금 꼭 잡은 두손 놓지 말고 함께하자.  Since we promised, let's carry on, holding onto both hands tight without letting go. 

Happy birthday honey duck! 30 years old, right? You're now an 아저씨! It's okay, you'll always be 오빠 to me. No matter what, let's carry on together holding hands. I'll always be by your side, cheering you on, holding onto you when you need support. I promise to never leave, if you ask me to. You are my prince, my duck, my everything. Soon, you'll be going off to the military and braving yourself while your brothers entertain Korea and the entire world. I'll really miss you during that time, but I'll do my best to be strong and wait those long two years just for you. ♥ As always, never take those stupid comments from ignorant people. They're too blinded by your radiance, by Super Junior's radiance to see what's really in front of them. Sweet boys, a sweet leader, people who love and care for others. Your success is shown through your humbleness. And you have never made me prouder than when you stand in front of all of your fans, the sapphire blue sea, bow, and yell "우리는 슈퍼주니~어에요!" That is one of the greatest moments the ELF and Super Junior relationship will ever experience. This hot summer, you'll be entertaining the world with your boldness and silliness, and soon, you'll be heading off. I hope I can take in the moments and just enjoy every single minute we have together. I feel that we're somewhat still connected. Even if we're almost two worlds apart, we're under one sky. I hope we'll be able to hold hands under this one sky. I'm sorry I haven't been the best fan, but I'll do my best, as always. 

It's been 5 years. Let's continue for the rest of our lives. From 2007 to Forever. 진심으로 항상 사랑해요 

{ Even the s u n needs a s u n | 당신은 나의 태양 }

                                                            ♥ 은희 

 { 박정수는 내 운명 | park jungsoo is my destiny }
얼굴은 다르지만..국적은 다르지만...언어는 다르지만... 우리는 하나!!!! Even if we have different looks..different nationalities...different languages... We are one!!!! ]
온 세상이 펄 사파이어 블루의 풍선이 뒤덮는 그날까지 and we won't stop! { 이 시대 최고의 그룹. 최고의 리더 이특. } always. 

Touko // Hanging on

Super Junior Achievements ♥

 100904 SMTOWN in LA LIVE
 110701 Kiss The Radio - "Ah Miguk? Thank You!" ♥ 
 110713 Kiss The Radio - Presents given to Eunteuk ♥
 110802 Eunteuk talked to me here at Open Studio ♥ 
 110807 MUSIC CORE
 110807 INKIGAYO
 110809 Eunteuk talked to me here again at Open Studio ♥
 110800 Eeteuk used my present, Ryeowook took a photo of it (discreetly) ♥
 111103 Eeteuk once again used my present here 

I have yet to go to a Super Show /cries
Touko // Hanging on

Life is good ♥♥

 Finally in Korea! It's 7am :D; Anyway, I'll write an entry about the first day of being in Seoul~ I'll be there for two months! 

Anyway, the plane was amazing in itself! I rode on the airlines called Singapore Airlines~ (Yes, why not ride Korean air? Well...I like SG Air.)
I waited in the airport for a few hours, including security and stuff T_T The plane is so cool! The first class/business is so lucky *_* they have their own space! I'm so jealous :D; 
As soon as we took off, it was an amazing adventure of sorts! 

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Touko // Hanging on

Confessions of a Teuk-biased Girl, Part 5: I love you ♥

Author's note: Wow. I haven't written one of these in forever....well, finals is over and school is almost done so yay! I'm going to Korea for the next two months in two days, super excited! I want to go see Super Junior, and especially him. The special him.  I read some of my older confessions....and well.....I am right about one thing. I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT JUNGSOO/EETEUK LIKE EVER. So bare with me, and it won't be as painful I promise!
Also....I noticed these entries getting progressively shorter and shorter. It's not like I shut up, it's just that I'm tired of typing OTL.

{ 나 감사 드려요, 그대 이 세상에 온 것을. I want to thank you, for coming into this world. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - }

With the Korea trip coming up, it definitely means I won't be writing that many confessions because I'm too busy giggling over the boys and updating my blog {shameless advertising; http://sjthepost.wordpress.com} I think that well, since Jungsoo's birthday is coming up, and I'll be in the same country as him during my trip (unless he decides to abandon me....and others in Korea during his birthday then I will be MAD.), I should buy him a gift! And write more long entries for him
♥ I was going to get him a jar full of paper star origami (please look it up if you don't know, I'm too OCD to disrupt my post!) as his main present and find some other things while in Korea (hopefully one of those pillows that can go around your neck, those are awesome!) and most definitely duck stuff! Like I am insane if I do not get him duck OR angel stuff. I hope that his birthday goes well, especially since this is his last one before the army! I told myself I would cry myself to pieces, but just for him, I can't! 

I think I've fallen in love with him even more and more. They say that after a few months, you tend to fall in love with a person....and it's been four years on my part. Well, I have to say that he is just...the biggest light in my life! (Then the second one is the rest of the boys SORRY!!! I still love them no joke ;A;) And I love him a lot. No much how much crap my life takes, I want to follow him forever (in a not stalker way) and just.....let him shine his radiance in the darkest places. He is truly a great man, so friendly and kind, and while he is ambitious, he is still soft and sweet (personality wise lol). It's not just looks, never just looks.

Alice (aka Jungsoo on livejournal....whiteuk on twitter etc etc) is one of the most amazing SJ fans ever. She is not only lucky, but also hardworking as well. I mean, I would do anything to be in her position. I want to be known to the boys, especially Jungsoo (because that's how biased I am). She is a French, I am a Taiwanese, and apparently I look Korean so obviously Alice stands out more. But still, I just want to be blessed with luckiness. Actually, I'm talking like a brat. I am already extremely lucky for being able to go to Korea with my SHAWOL friend, and maybe seeing Kyuhyun in musical *_* Still, if SJ is having a hug event, I won't say no either. Anyway, back to Alice. She got to see Jungsoo and the boys (along with other artistes backstage) and he gave her a hug....wow. Third hug from him that she got. I would not say "NO" to that. *_* They talked and well....got a picture together~ I want to be a person who can go to Korea for like school and studies but I need to finish high school first. I think that maybe in the future, I'm going to try. I'll finish undergrad school and then go to the land that I've been dreaming of even in my 1tym obsession period. And for the first time, I'll be able to see it this summer. Thanks to my dad and my friend who is taking me, and well, everyone else for support/advice etc. I'm really happy to have such a good life (about Alice, I'm not angry at her, I would like the life like that too) and well.....without these people, I'd be lost. I'm trying to learn Korean for Jungsoo and the boys, and one day, I'll be able to talk to them as well *_* Maybe....just one...day.

This is all true. This is the confessions of a Teuk-biased girl.
Touko // Hanging on

20110326 Zhou Mi birthday filming!

MARCH 26, 2011 -- One of the best days of my life, because it was Suju related. ;D 
This gets personal! So watch out for awkward awkwardness~ 

Cast list; 
Eunhee (me), Helen, Queen, Stacy, Heather, Rachel, Blaine, Christine
I woke up at 8am and my sister was telling me to get up. I was like, "no no, Helen's not coming yet, it'll be okay!" So I basically slept again until 9:30 :D And then I had to do some stuff, like brush my teeth and choose out what to wear (if Zhou Mi is going to see this then I can't look bad lol) and around 10, Helen, Stacy, and Queen arrived! They were all waiting outside of Helen's car, just chilling 8D Then we all went to San Francisco, thanks to Helen! 

In the car ride, we talked about many things, like SJM and ages. Apparently, at 16, I am the youngest, not just in the car, but in the group by (mostly) a lot. XD Especially with Helen, but that's okay! =D; Anyway, of course we had to listen to SJM and then Helen's radio started to act up. But it's okay as that happened when we were in SF~ 

After parking, we walked to the mall to meet with the rest of the group! Westfield mall of SF is really nice, like amazing o_o I was impressed by Westfield Oakridge but....SF is like top percent or something. Okay after being off-topic again, we met Heather in the dome area! Wow, most of group had already formed~ We kind of hung around for a bit, and Rachel, Blaine, and Christine came! Yay our group is complete! But Queen, who had skipped both dinner (day before) and breakfast, we all went to eat lunch. We ate Seorabeol and it was yummy :) But it was too much for me! I was dying from yummy food though :9 

Anyway, we filmed and stuff XD Queen made it really cool like she filmed the dome of SF Westfield. Then we all got together and yelled 'Happy BIRTHDAY ZHOU MI!!!!!!! :DD" really loudly, which scared the innocent bypassers lol. And then we each recorded a message for Zhou Mi (Stacy and I teamed up yay) We had to do a few shots, but in the end, we did well! 

...I lied. That was the first part of filming...and the second part was filmed outside! ^__^; Well, it was windy, which didn't strike too well with me -___- And we managed to do okay, except for the fact I looked completely stupid blocking myself from the wind as Queen spoke and the others waved to the camera. We filmed near this heart :D It was really cute! It showed an image of SF~ 

We went to a near-by Borders, where we reviewed the footage in the romance section rofl. Heather, Blaine, Christine, and Rachel had to go home, so they did! Me, Stacy, Queen, and Heather, we went to Chinatown and bought a bunch of food lol. We also got..some popcorn chicken and tapioca milk tea~ We took some photos and then shopped more, but we all had to part ways soon! 

Heather took me and the others home. I was really sad to be parting with my new friends so fast, but I had a great day! Thank you, Queen, Heather, Helen, Stacy, Rachel, Blaine, and Christine! I had a great time! Let's do more things together one day :) <3 

Touko // Hanging on

메리 크리스마스! Merry Christmas!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Twitter friends~

 Merry Christmas my twitter friends! I've DMed you because I wanted you to look at your special message ^_^ Some are shorter, some are longer, but they're all filled with love ♥

They are in alphabetical order, so no bias. 

@MiGu0 Hi Michelle <33 Thanks for being my ELF friend....at school XD Haha, it's fun to spazz :P I like how you have so much time for SJ, a million other groups, and school @_@ I can't even handle school and SJ at the same time anymore. T_T We should go to SS3 together! Also, my dad's being a butt about it and I need an adult to go with (even though you're turning 18 in August) But anyway~~ I hope you have a great Christmas! Don't forget to shop for more heels and be nice to your sister, although I'm sure you are! And your parents are funny T_T Anyway, happy holidays! (OTL I almost typed happy birthday sigh my life) Merry Christmas! 사랑해~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@perprection MONINA UNNI ;___; Merry Christmas!!! Thanks for being an awesome unni! I wish we could have talked more when you first added me on facebook, but we didn't D: You were always so nice though ♥♥♥♥♥ And so funny too! We are Teuk bod-buddies with Erika :D I'm sorry for making you guess my twitter T_T (but it was funny) but I'm glad you found it! ^^ Hehe. We should tweet to each other more! Of course, if I'm saying this, I shouldn't make you start conversation T_T Sorry sorry unni. I'll be a good dongsaeng for you ^^ For a nice unni of course ;) Anyway, it is actually not Christmas for me yet, but I celebrate with you and everyone else!! ^^ Merry Christmas!! Treat your family well! Stay warm!! Go to SS3 Manila in February for me ^^ 사랑해~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@rangmingki HAPPY UNNI!!! IT'S FINALLY CHRISTMAS FOR YOU! YAY! (It is like 10pm here though OTL when I typed it) Yayyyy Merry Christmas!! :D Hehe, all those times we tweet to each other is really fun ^^ I enjoy talking to you a lot :) And I really appreciate your Christmas gift ^^ It's really sweet of you to send me all those things....I need to work so I can give you many things too...T_T And I'm really sorry you always have to listen to my complaining about SS3 in anywhere XD Currently working on SS3 in Taiwan! ㅋㅋㅋ And there is a lot of complaining in general, I'm really sorry sorry!! ^^ You don't need to listen to me :( I'm just wallowing in my own self-pity? I don't know quite what to put here XD And I think, at the same time, many of my tweets sound like I'm bragging too...aiyo my Eunhee failure is just much fail. Anyway, unni, I'm sorry you have to put up with me!! I hope I can become better about controlling my emotions....It would be good, hehe! ^^ Anyway, I really hope you have a great Christmas!! I'm glad you're able to be at home, celebrating with your family! When your sister and her fiancee get married, send my blessings ^^ Merry Christmas and happy holidays!! 사랑해~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@____Ryeonah MY FOREVER CUTE DONGSAENG! HANNAH BB!! ^^ Hannah, yes, it's true, you were my secret ELF for 2009 no joke T__T I hope you liked the present~~ Anyway, Merry Christmas!!!! ^_^ Ahh, I hope you're having a #superjuniorchristmas ^^ I'm so glad to have told you happy birthday!! Otherwise we wouldn't be talking like this!! You're such a kind and thoughtful dongsaeng!! Unni needs to be better ;__; Unni is rather immature...haha XD Don't worry! Unni will take care of her favorite dongsaeng!! Because...you're my favorite dongsaeng :ghi: Also, when you go to SS3, have a lot of fun okay? ^^ And do well in school!! Unni will cheer for you, kekeke! ;) Stay warm this winter! And stay cute! Just like Ryeonggu ^^ You two are cute together~~ Merry Christmas! My love travels far from America! And it doesn't cost anything!! Hahah, just kidding, but Merry Christmas!! Enjoy your holidays!! 사랑해~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@teukiehyung ERIKA!! I don't have an honorfic for you since I don't know what to say ;__; Sorry sorry! Erika unni? You use hyung so I don't know if I should call you Erika oppa :mhm: or Erika hyung or Erika unni ;__; (or noona) Anyway, forget about that ;__; I'm glad Monina introduced us in the summer! We should talk more ^^ But I remember the conversation about Ryeowook and me over-spazzing (I don't think there's such a thing as over-spazzing though) but it was fun! Erika, I hope you're getting enough sleep! It's like 2pm in my area and you're still up, so I'm worried ;__; I would never force you to sleep earlier, but I am worried! ^^ But if you're okay, then that's okay with me too ^^ Anyway, I hope you're going to have good holidays!! Stay warm! Spazz over Suju and KARA! Be plenty adorable! Stay awesome! ;D Merry Christmas!  사랑해~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@yoojin0616 유진 언니!!!!!! ^__^ 메리 크리스마스!!!! I hope you are having a good Christmas right now!!! ^^ I hope everything is okay with Super Junior too ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ You told me it is very cold in Korea, -10 C :( In America, since we use F degrees, that is about 14 F ㅠㅠㅠ Which is very cold for me....I'm not used to that!! I hope you can stay warm!! I hope school is okay with you right now ^^ I wish you could have gotten into the school Ryeowook, Siwon, or Kyuhyun goes ㅠㅠㅠ I know you will be okay ^^ You are a great 언니 ^^ ㅋㅋㅋ Thank you for teaching me some Korean ^^ You are really helpful in my studies!! I'm really glad to have met you! Your English is really good too! You are able to talk a lot! Don't worry unni, I will practice my Korean and we can have conversations in Korean ^^ So it will be easier for you!! And if I go to Korea, we can meet up!! You can meet my friend too, she is learning Korean in school right now ^^ (I cannot because I'm not 대학교 학생 ㅠㅠㅠ) It will be really fun! Thank you for being my 친한친구!! Merry Christmas! I hope you are happy with your family and warm!! Happy holidays!! 사랑해~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Touko // Hanging on


 A/N: I will go and write Teuk biased confessions during my breaks! Can't think right now D: 

Title: Calendar
Author: khkid
Length: One-shot
Genre: Fluff, Friendship
Rating: G
Pairing(s): Leeteuk/Leeteuk, friendly!Leeteuk/SJ members
Warning: I am biased in this story. Oh dear.
Summary: Leeteuk flips through his calendar~
Disclaimer: SJ members nor Teuk's calendar belong to me. Unfortunately. XD JKJK.

After a long day, Leeteuk can go home. He plops down on the couch on the 12th floor of their dormitory and wearily picks up his planner with scribbled notes of birthdays and reminders and the occasional drawings from Heechul and Shindong. He opens the book, and begins to flip through the calendar portion. This planner was special, customized to make it last for years and years, calendars lasting to at least 2020. It was a special, at least 1000 paged planner meant for a special guy like himself. 

Leeteuk begins to write more notes to himself and cross out any drawing he deemed inappropriate. He flips through the planner slowly and carefully, making sure he doesn't miss a page. January. The cold, snowy time of year where the new year had just passed and Christmas had passed. He wrote. Sungmin and Youngwoon's birthdays. Don't forget presents. He flipped the page. February. Valentine's Day. He wondered if any girls would give him chocolate and circled the date. He wrote Kyuhyun and Hangeng's birthdays down. He touched his handwriting, where he had written Hangeng. Tears began to form in his eyes. He wipes them away with his sleeve and continues writing. April. Hyukjae and Siwon. He doesn't forget to scribble Zhou Mi's birthday with the drawing from Heechul on the side. I'll remember, he thinks. 
June comes around and he writes Ryeowook's birthday in. He doesn't forget the circle the day they won their first award. July. He slowly writes his name. He writes both his stage name and his real name, and draws angel wings and happy faces. He pauses for a moment before continuing to write Heechul's name on the tenth. August, September, and October, the dates that he deems important continuously fall on the pages. He finishes the birthdays of the members. He circles the date of their anniversary and puts happy faces and anything positive he could think of. He nods to himself and silently thanks all of those people who love him and support him. 

After writing in more dates, he notices a post-it note saying, "Teukie hyung~~~" He flips open to that page and his exhaustion suddenly disappears. The page the post-it note was stuck on was the jump between 2011 and 2012. On that page were short letters to the leader, and his eyes fill with tears of happiness. Messages such as "Hyung~~~ thank you for always being there!!" and "Hyung, the best leader in the best group!!" "No matter what, we are always one!!" as well as sapphire blue balloon images and pictures of the smiling members together crowd the page. He can't help it and cries openly. He silently thanks God no one is sharing the dorm with him at that time and takes a tissue to wipe away his tears. 

He notices something else. It was small drawing with some words in the corner. "Gaeteukie~~ we are entering the military soon. We can do this, let's go. Hwaiting~~" His weary eyes stare at the message, but his brain is unable to process the words. I don't want to be alone, he thinks to himself.  He notices another message, scribbled on by the same person, "Aish, you are never alone. Don't forget to lean on us when you're tired, okay? Super Junior is always one, we are one family with ELF. We are one." I'm crying again, he tells himself. The tears come freely and quietly. He flips to the end of his planner, and he realizes something. The calendars end on the year 2017, but he smiles to himself and writes a note. He picks himself up from the chair, gently lays the planner on the table, and runs out the door, ready to start again. 

No matter how many years will pass by, not one day will go by when Super Junior isn't one. 

/ END.