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Author's note: Wow. I haven't written one of these in forever....well, finals is over and school is almost done so yay! I'm going to Korea for the next two months in two days, super excited! I want to go see Super Junior, and especially him. The special him.  I read some of my older confessions....and well.....I am right about one thing. I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT JUNGSOO/EETEUK LIKE EVER. So bare with me, and it won't be as painful I promise!
Also....I noticed these entries getting progressively shorter and shorter. It's not like I shut up, it's just that I'm tired of typing OTL.

{ 나 감사 드려요, 그대 이 세상에 온 것을. I want to thank you, for coming into this world. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - }


With the Korea trip coming up, it definitely means I won't be writing that many confessions because I'm too busy giggling over the boys and updating my blog {shameless advertising; http://sjthepost.wordpress.com} I think that well, since Jungsoo's birthday is coming up, and I'll be in the same country as him during my trip (unless he decides to abandon me....and others in Korea during his birthday then I will be MAD.), I should buy him a gift! And write more long entries for him
♥ I was going to get him a jar full of paper star origami (please look it up if you don't know, I'm too OCD to disrupt my post!) as his main present and find some other things while in Korea (hopefully one of those pillows that can go around your neck, those are awesome!) and most definitely duck stuff! Like I am insane if I do not get him duck OR angel stuff. I hope that his birthday goes well, especially since this is his last one before the army! I told myself I would cry myself to pieces, but just for him, I can't! 

I think I've fallen in love with him even more and more. They say that after a few months, you tend to fall in love with a person....and it's been four years on my part. Well, I have to say that he is just...the biggest light in my life! (Then the second one is the rest of the boys SORRY!!! I still love them no joke ;A;) And I love him a lot. No much how much crap my life takes, I want to follow him forever (in a not stalker way) and just.....let him shine his radiance in the darkest places. He is truly a great man, so friendly and kind, and while he is ambitious, he is still soft and sweet (personality wise lol). It's not just looks, never just looks.

Alice (aka Jungsoo on livejournal....whiteuk on twitter etc etc) is one of the most amazing SJ fans ever. She is not only lucky, but also hardworking as well. I mean, I would do anything to be in her position. I want to be known to the boys, especially Jungsoo (because that's how biased I am). She is a French, I am a Taiwanese, and apparently I look Korean so obviously Alice stands out more. But still, I just want to be blessed with luckiness. Actually, I'm talking like a brat. I am already extremely lucky for being able to go to Korea with my SHAWOL friend, and maybe seeing Kyuhyun in musical *_* Still, if SJ is having a hug event, I won't say no either. Anyway, back to Alice. She got to see Jungsoo and the boys (along with other artistes backstage) and he gave her a hug....wow. Third hug from him that she got. I would not say "NO" to that. *_* They talked and well....got a picture together~ I want to be a person who can go to Korea for like school and studies but I need to finish high school first. I think that maybe in the future, I'm going to try. I'll finish undergrad school and then go to the land that I've been dreaming of even in my 1tym obsession period. And for the first time, I'll be able to see it this summer. Thanks to my dad and my friend who is taking me, and well, everyone else for support/advice etc. I'm really happy to have such a good life (about Alice, I'm not angry at her, I would like the life like that too) and well.....without these people, I'd be lost. I'm trying to learn Korean for Jungsoo and the boys, and one day, I'll be able to talk to them as well *_* Maybe....just one...day.

This is all true. This is the confessions of a Teuk-biased girl.

Comments

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x_tsubasa_x3
Jun. 14th, 2011 10:30 pm (UTC)
Ooooh, you're going to Korea?! AWESOME! :D

Have lots of fun! ♥♥

Your present ideas for Teuk sound great! :'D
khkid
Jun. 16th, 2011 10:08 pm (UTC)
MORGAN! Sorry for my no reply on dA :C
And yes, thank you!! ♥♥♥♥ I'm there now and it's awesome! *_*
I'll be spamming my LJ! XD
Aww thank you! I hope I can just get it for him! XD
snuee
Jun. 16th, 2011 08:46 pm (UTC)
qurl
Have fun! :D
khkid
Jun. 16th, 2011 10:09 pm (UTC)
Re: qurl
QURL~~~~~
Thanks bb ;D I think I'll do what you did for me last summer (you wrote a letter containing what you did everyday for me) for you bb ;D
snuee
Jun. 16th, 2011 10:53 pm (UTC)
Re: qurl
8D YAY.
khkid
Jun. 16th, 2011 11:00 pm (UTC)
Re: qurl
Yay yourself ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
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